You get invested to the game cause of her, and then she starts playing less so you start getting dismotivated and you start playing less. Can't rank up without her and there's no other games to play that's fun. She lives in another city so you only see her once a month. All my friends live in another city. Can only play basketball with randoms and most of the time by yourself. In the day it's fine, but at night, reality hits you and then I just imagine how things would make my life less lonely. A calming music is the only thing that is with me at night but it's the only thing that makes me think about all this lonely things.
How to be lonely at night - listen to shiloh dynasty meow
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