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I'm done and depressive (UPDATE)

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kbkdark

First of all, I would like to say a big thank you for all of you that replied me in a positive way and tried to make me feel better when I was really bad and thinking about doing bad things speacially about suicide, due to a wave of bad thing going through my life, one by one, hitting me really hard and not giving me time to recover...

Since then, I continued going to therapy and doing my appointments almost religiously and yesterday I receive the some news about it:
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I'm in remission, and I'm not using medicine from now on
And I need to thank you guys once more for the help 💖🙌🏻

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Special thanks to:
@archetype
@Subreezy
@Shidoh
@elayaCL
@nutab1e

You guys helped me a lot 🥰
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I know that a lot of ppl will reply like "Who cars" or "Didn't ask", but I'm posting it anyway...
For the ones that don't know what I'm talking about: https://www.vlr.gg/126911/im-done-and-depressive

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Sh1rpie
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Common Subreezy W

Extremely common% chance nutab1e W

#3
redding
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Glad to hear you are doing better. Praying for you. Your life has value & you were made on purpose & for a purpose. If you ever feel down again remember that your value doesn’t come from others or even what you think of yourself. Rather it comes from the God who created you & suffered & died for you to know that you are someone worth dying for. Peace brother <3

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nutab1e
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Archetype the goat fr

#5
Sh1rpie
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nutab1e [#4]

Archetype the goat fr

wait wtf ur not supporting xerxshit anymore? u used to have their flair

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babysasuke
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nutab1e [#4]

Archetype the goat fr

wait wtf ur not supporting xerxshit anymore? u used to have their flair

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nutab1e
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Sh1rpie [#5]

wait wtf ur not supporting xerxshit anymore? u used to have their flair

Yeah i don't give af about ptc and cigaretteS 💀

#8
babysasuke
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nutab1e [#7]

Yeah i don't give af about ptc and cigaretteS 💀

do you still believe in sushiboys supremacy though

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nutab1e [#7]

Yeah i don't give af about ptc and cigaretteS 💀

lemme correct my statement then

extremely common nutab1e W*

#10
kbkdark
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Sh1rpie [#2]

Common Subreezy W

Extremely common% chance nutab1e W

nutab1e is bad at baiting, but great person out of his character

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babysasuke [#6]

wait wtf ur not supporting xerxshit anymore? u used to have their flair

Shut up cryingbaby you got owned by yinsu of all people

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RickyIndian
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stay safe out there

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ilovefrozenblueberries
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kbkdark [#10]

nutab1e is bad at baiting, but great person out of his character

He is also very h*rny

#14
babysasuke
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Sh1rpie [#11]

Shut up cryingbaby you got owned by yinsu of all people

that literally never happened lol

#15
Quagmire
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take care man

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redding [#3]

Glad to hear you are doing better. Praying for you. Your life has value & you were made on purpose & for a purpose. If you ever feel down again remember that your value doesn’t come from others or even what you think of yourself. Rather it comes from the God who created you & suffered & died for you to know that you are someone worth dying for. Peace brother <3

thank you man... recently I've approached more with God, and that's what helped the most fr

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babysasuke [#8]

do you still believe in sushiboys supremacy though

Nah he was the weak link, kind of looks like a sentinel one trick

#18
babysasuke
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nutab1e [#17]

Nah he was the weak link, kind of looks like a sentinel one trick

damn crazy how people switch up

#19
elayaCL
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Glad to hear things are going better now!
There's always people that have been there and they will care to help and share their experience of how they get better.

You're going on the right path :)

#20
redding
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kbkdark [#16]

thank you man... recently I've approached more with God, and that's what helped the most fr

& keep approaching. Those who seek find & those who knock the door will be opened. Just keep pursuing. Find others to lift you up & let His words about you be what echoes most in your life. I’ve been battling some darkness too & it’s most often because I forget what God has said about me & to me. You’ve got this! & He has you. Praying!

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kbkdark
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RickyIndian [#12]

stay safe out there

dw... I will 🙌🏻

#22
ilovefrozenblueberries
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babysasuke [#18]

damn crazy how people switch up

fr they act all tough and dominant but in bed all they can do is squirm

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kbkdark
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Quagmire [#15]

take care man

#21 🙌🏻

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kbkdark
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elayaCL [#19]

Glad to hear things are going better now!
There's always people that have been there and they will care to help and share their experience of how they get better.

You're going on the right path :)

Thank you man! 💖

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33AJ
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nutab1e [#4]

Archetype the goat fr

W flair

#26
kbkdark
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33AJ [#25]

W flair

not that much

#27
RG
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Take care bro <3

#28
Marcusgeez
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all the best man! remember to always put yourself first above everything <3

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archetype
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nutab1e [#4]

Archetype the goat fr

ily

#30
archetype
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luv u bro <3 happy i was able to help you even though it may not have been much

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33AJ
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kbkdark [#26]

not that much

😡

#32
makoidk
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ilovefrozenblueberries [#22]

fr they act all tough and dominant but in bed all they can do is squirm

?

#33
kbkdark
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RG [#27]

Take care bro <3

I will 🙌🏻

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kbkdark
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archetype [#30]

luv u bro <3 happy i was able to help you even though it may not have been much

Luv u 2 bro 💖
DISCLAIMER: I still want to do a call with u LMAO

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archetype
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kbkdark [#34]

Luv u 2 bro 💖
DISCLAIMER: I still want to do a call with u LMAO

OH FUCK LOL I FORGOT ABOUT THAT

we will schedule sth dw :)

#36
1mBor3d
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Yessir that’s what we like to hear stay safe bro

#37
Sentinels_BRAZIL
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Vai pra academia, você precisa ocupar é sua mente.
Puxa umas barras, a estar depressivo faz parte do processo.
Todas as coisas que eu consegui na minha vida foi justamente qdo eu estava depressivo, triste, e infeliz com a situação da minha vida.
Eu não vejo mais a depressão como sendo algo ruim, mas algo que te diz que você não está feliz com a situação atual da sua vida e você precisa mudar.
Eu com 17, tava na merda, tava infeliz, tinha perdido meus pais em um acidente de carro e morando com minha avó, fiquei quase 2 anos trancando no quarto jogando até que no final de 2021 eu comecei a querer mudar minha vida, comecei a estudar (pra concurso), foi quase 9 meses trancado (nada fora do normal, afinal, eu já tava na merda mesmo) até eu conseguir passar em um concurso pra ao menos eu conseguir me manter na vida agora, consegui passar e desde o mês 07 eu to morando em outro estado, sozinho.
eu não culpo as coisas que aconteceram na minha vida, passei a gostar do processo de "não estar feliz com a minha vida", afinal, só estando depressivo com a vida é que você consegue buscar por mudanças, se você ver a maioria das grande conquistas das pessoas na vida foram justamente quando elas estavam depressivas.
Busque mudança, com certeza você deve ter várias coisas que você gostaria de ter, ou até mesmo de "SER".
O grande problema é que hoje em dia é que mídia faz a indução da famosa "busca pela felicidade"
Mas você só vai conseguir ser feliz de fato quando passar pela tristeza, já que ela faz parte do processo.
Felicidade não é você ficar rindo atoa igual as pessoas pensam, normalmente a galera depressiva costuma rir de qualquer besteira, eu já fui assim e qualquer coisinha que me contavam eu ria.
Acho que a melhor forma de você entender é que tudo isso faz parte do processo, se vc esta depressivo você precisa ir atrás de mudanças.
Vá atrás de mudanças antes que isso se torne um fator TOTALMENTE LIMITANTE e que afete toda sua saúde, fazendo com que você só consiga sair desse estado com remédios ou algo do gênero, busque a mudança enquanto está no início.
Boa sorte mano.

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Good to hear! Keep it up!

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kbkdark
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Sentinels_BRAZIL [#37]

Vai pra academia, você precisa ocupar é sua mente.
Puxa umas barras, a estar depressivo faz parte do processo.
Todas as coisas que eu consegui na minha vida foi justamente qdo eu estava depressivo, triste, e infeliz com a situação da minha vida.
Eu não vejo mais a depressão como sendo algo ruim, mas algo que te diz que você não está feliz com a situação atual da sua vida e você precisa mudar.
Eu com 17, tava na merda, tava infeliz, tinha perdido meus pais em um acidente de carro e morando com minha avó, fiquei quase 2 anos trancando no quarto jogando até que no final de 2021 eu comecei a querer mudar minha vida, comecei a estudar (pra concurso), foi quase 9 meses trancado (nada fora do normal, afinal, eu já tava na merda mesmo) até eu conseguir passar em um concurso pra ao menos eu conseguir me manter na vida agora, consegui passar e desde o mês 07 eu to morando em outro estado, sozinho.
eu não culpo as coisas que aconteceram na minha vida, passei a gostar do processo de "não estar feliz com a minha vida", afinal, só estando depressivo com a vida é que você consegue buscar por mudanças, se você ver a maioria das grande conquistas das pessoas na vida foram justamente quando elas estavam depressivas.
Busque mudança, com certeza você deve ter várias coisas que você gostaria de ter, ou até mesmo de "SER".
O grande problema é que hoje em dia é que mídia faz a indução da famosa "busca pela felicidade"
Mas você só vai conseguir ser feliz de fato quando passar pela tristeza, já que ela faz parte do processo.
Felicidade não é você ficar rindo atoa igual as pessoas pensam, normalmente a galera depressiva costuma rir de qualquer besteira, eu já fui assim e qualquer coisinha que me contavam eu ria.
Acho que a melhor forma de você entender é que tudo isso faz parte do processo, se vc esta depressivo você precisa ir atrás de mudanças.
Vá atrás de mudanças antes que isso se torne um fator TOTALMENTE LIMITANTE e que afete toda sua saúde, fazendo com que você só consiga sair desse estado com remédios ou algo do gênero, busque a mudança enquanto está no início.
Boa sorte mano.

Exatamente isso que o meu psicólogo me falou... é parte do processo, e eu estou aprendendo a lidar com isso (a partir de agora sem os remédios), comecei a fazer exercícios, porém atualmente dei uma parada, mas quero (e preciso) voltar a praticar algo

agradeço a ajuda rei!! tmj! 🙌🏻

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kbkdark
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patuj [#38]

Good to hear! Keep it up!

thank you!

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FlyingDoggoWoweeClap4
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W

#42
yaiima0
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You got this! We believe in you, now you must believe in yourself

#43
Erik
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I'm glad you got through this. Keep on praying and having faith and God will help you with whatever your going through. Know that you are loved by Jesus and that your life has value. God bless

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proud_bandwagoners
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Stay strong bro

#45
kbkdark
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FlyingDoggoWoweeClap4 [#41]

W

Thank you man! 🙌🏻

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kbkdark
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Erik [#43]

I'm glad you got through this. Keep on praying and having faith and God will help you with whatever your going through. Know that you are loved by Jesus and that your life has value. God bless

Yes! God is good all the time... "Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own."

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kbkdark
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yaiima0 [#42]

You got this! We believe in you, now you must believe in yourself

Thank you!

#48
TheHardStuckImmortal
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W

#49
kbkdark
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proud_bandwagoners [#44]

Stay strong bro

I am 💪🏻

#50
kbkdark
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TheHardStuckImmortal [#48]

W

ty G 🙌🏻

#51
Erik
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kbkdark [#46]

Yes! God is good all the time... "Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own."

amen

#52
FlyingDoggoWoweeClap4
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kbkdark [#45]

Thank you man! 🙌🏻

i made fun of u in that post but i learned my lesson W

#53
kbkdark
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FlyingDoggoWoweeClap4 [#52]

i made fun of u in that post but i learned my lesson W

I remember that... but since you really apologize, it's a W by learning the lesson and recognized your mistake 😃

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Vortexy
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nutab1e [#4]

Archetype the goat fr

archey

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#55
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ilovefrozenblueberries [#22]

fr they act all tough and dominant but in bed all they can do is squirm

pause

#56
FlyingDoggoWoweeClap4
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kbkdark [#53]

I remember that... but since you really apologize, it's a W by learning the lesson and recognized your mistake 😃

for sure

#57
Subreezy
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holy shit i just saw this... i'm glad i was able to help in some way. i'm happy you're doing better dude! keep up the good work :)

#58
Inv7ctious
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FeelsStrongMan take care lil bro

#59
burritx
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Coe rei, DM ta sempre aberta ai se precisar de apoio, pode mandar até de madrugada que eu te respondo

#60
MourninggStarr
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np bro

#61
kbkdark
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Subreezy [#57]

holy shit i just saw this... i'm glad i was able to help in some way. i'm happy you're doing better dude! keep up the good work :)

thank you my friend... I'm really greatful for your web friendship 💖

#62
number1_ScreaM_fan
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happy to see there is no didnt ask + ratios

happy for you mate

#63
kbkdark
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Inv7ctious [#58]

FeelsStrongMan take care lil bro

I will my man, I will 🙌🏻

#64
kbkdark
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burritx [#59]

Coe rei, DM ta sempre aberta ai se precisar de apoio, pode mandar até de madrugada que eu te respondo

pó de chá man kkkkk
agreadeço pela disposição a ajudar! 🥰

#65
kbkdark
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number1_ScreaM_fan [#62]

happy to see there is no didnt ask + ratios

happy for you mate

I didn't expect this tbh
It surprised me fr

btw, thank you G... even tho you like ScreaM, I like you 🤣

#66
Astar
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what happened to you bro
heads up <3

#67
FoechiGG
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Great to see vlr being a community and not a bunch of weirdos. Best wishes to you my G

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kbkdark
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what happened to you bro
heads up <3

a couple months ago I was passing through a really hard time about some personal things in my life that affected my depression in a severe way that I was thinking about suicide... (I used the VK loss to KRU in LCQ to kind of blurt out some of my pain)

Now I'm good, but thank you for your concern

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kbkdark [#68]

a couple months ago I was passing through a really hard time about some personal things in my life that affected my depression in a severe way that I was thinking about suicide... (I used the VK loss to KRU in LCQ to kind of blurt out some of my pain)

Now I'm good, but thank you for your concern

thats horrible
its good now you feel better

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kbkdark
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FoechiGG [#67]

Great to see vlr being a community and not a bunch of weirdos. Best wishes to you my G

thank you man! 🙌🏻

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