From his telegram translated to English:
"So, I'll start by saying that the initiative to sit on the bench and consider other offers came from me.
After I found out that I wouldn't be playing the last game in Stage 1, I had a couple of days to think about everything that was happening to me at that time.
I felt that my mental state was shaken then, I started losing confidence in myself, plus there were situations I couldn't ignore.
I felt that I wasn't realizing my potential and not showing the player I am on the server.
In this post, I won't make any excuses or blame anyone for anything. What I do know for sure is that this was the only period in my life when I stopped respecting myself. But after thinking it all over, I realized that I can't and won't stay in a team where I've lost that passion to win and grow.
So, I weighed everything and decided to talk to the staff and told them I want to sit on the bench and consider other offers. Because at that moment, I understood that mental health is the most important thing if I see myself in esports in the future.
Right now, I'm in Serbia. When I return, expect daily streams (the plan was to stream with Bodyan). As for news regarding my future, I'll post here, and I hope to revive this Telegram channel in the future.
Thanks for your support; everything that doesn't kill you makes you stronger. I'll work on myself to become a better version of myself, and I wish you all the same. Stay well ✌️"
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