So i was solo queueing iron 1 to try to rank up. I then joined game with some women which i thought were supposed to be nice because i always hear about sexism from men WHICH I DONT SUPPORT. So i joined pistol round and my 3 other teammates get killed instantly then by the time I rotated from C to A haven spike was already planted and it was basically impossible to win 1v4. So i decide to just die to spike and not get kill by enemy. The whole time these teammates is screaming in my ear GO DEFISE GO DEFUSE and. I told them to be quiet because they were hurting my ears. After than they became really toxic and started saying insults at me because my voice was higher pitched than whats normal for my age. They called me motherless so I decided to give up resistance and be like “ok mommy”. And then they kept insulting my mother and I was like “OK IF U THINK U WOULD BE SUCH A GOOD MOMMY PROVE IT TO ME” so they asked for my address and it turns out they live close to me. So we met up at some park bench and she immediately pushed me on the ground and I let out a whimper and she said “ill show u what a fucking mommy is like”. She then i can’t remember what happened next because she kicked my head and then i passed out. The next thing I knew, I woke up and was in my bed. I realized I had a nightmare and I turned on the lights. Suddenly someone grabbed me from behind and shoved a gag into my mouth I tried to scream but someone kicked me from behind and they hit my balls and I acidentally moaned. ITS TURNED out it was the sage from the valorant game that was in my dream. She then tied me onto the best post and forced me to admit that she was a good mommy. I told her to stop but she said it was because I threw the pistol round. Am i in the wrong?