Played VAL after 4 months today

If i were to describe my experience, It'd be having me strapped down to a metal dildo and have the dildo do 360's inside my anal cavity as i am forced to watch Map5 of T1 vs G2 Bangkok grand finals while simultaneously being told that i am not good enough, i will never be good enough and that i shouldve been killed off in the womb. An average Japanese citizen living in Hiroshima on August 6th 1945 at exactly 8:15 AM could've roughly have experienced 1% of pain and agony i endured in a couple hours today.
I went through all 5 Stages of Grief in the same amount of time it takes for all members of T1 to finish their vapes, Thrice. In those couple of hours, i experienced Denial, "Nah no way am i this ass man what happened please Lebron do something", Anger, "STUPID ASS FUCKING GAME I HOPE RIOT HEADQUARTERS GETS BOMBED TONIGHT FUCK THIS SHIT", Bargaining, "Please Lord there grant me the skill i used to posses ill promise ill do SO MUCH Charity today", Depression, "Its so over, Ill never win a tournament at this stage im so bad at this game", And finally Acceptance, Which is why im here on VLR disclossing my humiliation ritual to the Public. Its GG's

fire bro

his writing is this fire???

i aint reading allat

theres surprisingly more incel personalities in ranked val than on here

Haven't played valorant since finals, is it still good?

I haven't played ranked since probably last summer and valorant in general in like 5 months

I think I would just enter the anger stage then skip straight to acceptance and then just go play like FH6 or something 🫩

and they say shakespeare is dead

dont worry bro just go next whats the worst that could happen

bro it can't be THAT bad