Hi
As a person trying to become good at the game and hopefully go pro one day, I have to say during the recent days and in the recent weeks that valorant has given me actual hell. Either full russian teams who instantly scream at each other, someone saying one word and another teamate instantly throwing because he had an accent. Why are you even gonna play the game when every game someone is instantly giving up, is everyones mental this shit. Like I think I've lost like 20 games in a row currently and each day I do my warmup, my aim rutine and come in with the hope that I'll win one game, one singular game.
Since I am quite skilled with aim and have gamesense I mostly go positive ingame, and honestly I could not care how my teamates are doing. But for like 15 of the 20 games lost its always the same story.
- Instalock reyna or jett.
- No comms, no brain, no aim.
Like I think I've had atleast four of the games totaly where one of the instalock duelist have gone trough the game without a single kill. Its not common that I rage during a game or that I get mad at teamates or in real life since I would say that I am quite a calm person there however might be a good thing to note about me, when I snap I snap hard.
So you i am quite tired of having shit teamates but you know its fine, however whats not fine is what happen yesterday. Start the game instalock jett and yoru, I lock deadlock, player four lock Astra and player 2 locks skye. Oh an actual decent comp rare, but as we know comps don't matter until you are either pro or in radiant, and im not either so whatever.
Aight, spawn in(Attack), instantly two teamates are afk. Both wait until the last two seconds of the round and then move, preventing the remake, so you might think, this is two bots that are in my game, but no. Two players skye and astra, compleatly unrelated to each other, both afk, for the three first rounds, good luck winning especialy since I am the only one getting a kill within the three first rounds. All of my players are already flaming each other(At this point im used to this already) Then the Astra and skye decide that the competetive valorant game that they decided they had time to que was worth playing. And then instantly start screaming at me and the other players for not winning a round when they were gone for three of the first rounds. Like aight flame me all you want I honestly could not give af. However my team did not like this, so the already not happy team get even mader making my game sound like a fucking atom bomb.
I have never in my entire three year carrer in this game disconected on purpouse, sure I have diconected during a power outage a few times since I live in a very remote area. But other than that, I've read the roules, I respect them so I only que when I am sure I have time and I think people should read those roules once again since so many people go afk during rounds or for half a game, like sure you have to get food or go to the toilet, that fine, you have to do what you have to do. BUT FOR FUCK SAKE, YOU ARE HERE TO PLAY THE GAME YOU QUED A FUCKING COMP GAME SO WHY THE FUCK ARE STAYING IN SPAWN FOR HALF THE GAME AND THEN FLAMING YOUR DAMN TEAM. Just please It's so bad right now I was on my damn rankup 12 times in a row, holy candycane carpet and then I loose 20 games in a row only going negative only once. Like holy shit. Anyways yesterday that changed as when the team falied their second surender vote which of I started none I just wanted to be out of there since it was worse that actual torture, so yeah I left that game.
You know, I don't even want to play comp, I don't think I gain anything from this anymore but I have no team to play with since most of my friends are busy when I am not and the same way around. I have alot of free time, and I know my IRL friends does not enjoy playing valorant as much as I do so I need new friends who would like to have a valorant team and I've tried to find some players or join however most of the time Im either not responded to or the team is not serious and dispand after like one day.
Like guys Im desperate, I can do anything, I can play smokes(Omen, Astra, Viper) I can play sentinels(Cypher, Killjoy, Deadlock(Currently playing alot in comp) Duelist(Jett, Yoru, Waylay, Iso) I can play initiator however Its not my strong side of play. I can IGL I have lead privius teams to victory in school tournys and in game, however when I IGL my aim drops quite a bit so then I need a fraging team who is willing to listen to me, I am open to have a second caller if you have one or someone wants to do it. I am currently in plat but can deffenetly hold my own in dia peaking dia two acts ago and not playing as much recently, but yeah I would be dia if it were not for the 20 games lost.
Anyways is it only me that feels that ranked has treated me shit?
Anyways I am LFT if anyone is interested in my abilities as a actual player and not someone that is rageposting a this long post lmao.
If you are interested hit me up at discord: ObvOssy or you can always type to me here also if you want to.
Sorry for the very long post everyone and if you actually read all of this you are so patient, have a very nice day everyone.