Espresso depresso #3

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Teunoin

Hi guys, back again with week number 3. This is my weekly checkup on the depressed people of vlr. I want everyone to know there is a safe space if people want to talk about there shit. As a depressed person myself I want to help out everybody in the same position.
Yk just if there is shit or if people just want to talk or rant!

Also, wanted to appreciate everyone who responded to my “i just” post from last week. Even though i might not want to admit it, it most likely at least helped a bit. Everyone who sent sweet message keep it up, it might not help or save me, but maybe the next person or person after or after etc. might feel like it helps them a lot <3

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Foxym

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bump²
people should express how they are feeling, not only will it help them, indirectly it can help others too
so im going to keep bumping this

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Teunoin

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Thank you for the bumps bro. Lets see it as a good thing if people dont react and take it as a sign everyone feels good :)

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poggpigg

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You’re doing great, keep it up! 🥰🥰🥰
Always remember that you can keep going, no matter what, and you’ll eventually succeed.

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delighted

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be like that one brazilian user who saved buzzfan1

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fungame024

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kirya doesnt forgive one for a mistake that they didnt even make
i thought yukky was chill i guess not

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propredicter

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spill the tea

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fungame024

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i joined a discord call in kiryas kittens and my friends started yelling out racial slurs and stuff and now im banned from the server and yukky decided it was a good idea to first of all take the idea for the background extension and call me out in a post for the stuff in the call fuck him honestly i looked up to u yukky i really did.
https://www.vlr.gg/post/5665215/yukkys-vlr-expansion-is-so-good
called me a racist weirdo too

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propredicter

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@yukky @k1rya

Explain your side mister

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N1TF

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He deserved that shit don’t defend even there was a thread when he apologised for being racist but then he showed his true color when Caxton replied to him being racist to him again and not learning the lesson also looks like he and his friends are of similar breed try to spit out racial slurs

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fungame024

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the only reason i insulted the indian person is because they were disrespecting my country and im not gonna just let him do it.

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N1TF

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That doesn’t give you the permission to be racist there are other ways to defend one’s own country than throwing racial slur

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fungame024

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im not saying that gave me the permission to say that, i have a defensive nature and its not easy to watch my motherland get insulted by a stranger. yes and i did apologise already for saying the slur, i didnt mean it and why are you even bringing this up? calling them 'stinky' doesnt determine that im discriminatory

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it does...

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Jayde

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So u disrespect his race instead? Whats that gonna help? Fucking noone and they will continue to insult u. If u just ignore them they will stop.
Also if u have friends who yell racial slurs in ur phone u should consider getting new ones just saying

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fungame024

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so what if it doesnt help? its the fucking internet, what do u expect? some people are just passionate and proud of their own race so deal with it.
so what if they shout slurs in my computer? they're some hella nice people and i will stay friends with them thanks. you cant determine their entire nature just by one thing that they said

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ButterflyEffect23

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nice people don't scream n-words at random people they meet first time ngl

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Jayde

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Oh yea im sure that was the first time theyve said those things.
Im sure some mass murderers where some really nice people.
Grow up and realize that ur dragging on smth thats purely 100% ur fault

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they're picking a very weird hill to die on ima be real

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fungame024

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you're telling me that im dragging it while these random retards keep on firing back at me even when ive apologised and taken ownership

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“What if my friends are racist, nazis and edgy? They are nice to me!!!!!!!! Head ahhh

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fungame024

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can you really not take anything lightly? they've said it and you wont even hear it again. im sorry for them saying it but im not an outwardly racist person myself

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So let me get this right

Apparently some of your friends are saying the hard R and saying Nazi shit and instead of taking the blame for being friends you pin it on them? Lol

Also your idea isn’t some new invention you don’t own it and you currently don’t have an active extension either way.

Also accused yukky of being the one saying those things as well. Like if you’re going to shit talk a friend of ours we not gon fuck with you 😭

It’s just not gonna cut it

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fungame024

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yes, sure i shouldnt've even joined the call and sure that was my problem, but can yall fucking grow up its not that big of a deal and i didnt even mean it.
im not accusing yukky for saying it? im pointing out that i feel al bit frustrated because he stated that it doesnt matter that he took my extension idea (when i was joking at the start). also im not even trynna shit talk my mates? im just sayin the truth cuz i didnt even say that racist shit.
"its just not gonna cut it" get some new forms of ragebait lmao its just not gonna cut it

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If it isn’t that deep then why are you complaining on a public forum regarding it? You’re just contradicting yourself.

Also you being friends with them is clearly the problem. The people you hang around with represents you as a person as well. The fact that you haven’t realised this is also funny asf

Also do we really know if it was your friends? Could’ve easily been you

Overall Idrc bout the whole incident other than the fact that you’re dragging it. Grow up, realize your mistake and don’t do it again. It’s that simple

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this is supposed to be a fucking checkup spot you're defeating the entire purpose of this post. i dont see how im contradicting myself, you came here to point out my mistakes when no one invited you.
i love how you're saying that "The people you hang around with represents you as a person as well" thats simply not gonna cut it. they're hella nice people and i fw them, have you ever met them b4? i assume not. so dont you tell me who to hang out with cuz u aint know nothing.
i swear on everything that it wasnt me that said it, and i do take ownership for their actions i just want to point out that im not racist individually.
im not trynna drag shit, i just want kirya to at least give me a response on discord because he ghosted me

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Id also ghost someone who has said racist stuff and has friends who shout slurs.

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fungame024

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all i did was apologise, and state that the slurs said in the call wasnt me, as i genuinely wanted to leave shit on good terms with him.
i dont see why that is ghostable?

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You again missed the point completely. Your friends represent apart of you as well and if they are saying racial slurs and saying Nazi shit you probably are as well.

You said it’s not that deep and are still complaining about it on VLR? Good one

“I’m not racist individually” but continues to protect your friends who are ripping it. You’re just digging a deeper and deeper hole

Make it make sense 🤣🤣🤣

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fungame024

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at this point you're "dragging it"
i dont see how im complaining about anything, i just wanted to say whatever was ruining my day on a supposed "safe" post, and you decided to pull up and start this shit without even being in the call yourself. i dont want to argue further can we both just fuck off. im suicidal and this isnt gonna make it any better

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I was in the call lmao. We just saying shit to say shit

“I’m suicidal and this isn’t gonna make my day better” w guilt trip

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Honestly I don't think that just because your friends says slurs

They are bad people
It reflects on you as well.

I have friends who do say the n word but they also have hundreds of hours in volunteering as well which isn't something a total racist prick would do. They say it more as a joke which also shouldn't be acceptable but they definitly don't mean to be racist or anything like that.

I don't say the n word just because my friend does and honestly even if my friend did something wrong (as long as its not something too bad like murder) I would protect them since that is what friends are for.

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So its okay to say smth racist as long as its ur friends?

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In most cases it does If you continuously hang around them. Also if your friends are doing something wrong/bad and your first instinct isn’t to correct them etc then you’re just enabling that behaviour. You are NOT a good friend and possibly not a good person either if you just accept it and move on .

I do agree tho that you could rip slurs and not be racist but either way

Enabling, ignoring or even accepting these types of behaviour is not okay.

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N1TF

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I think we are arguing with a wall when he realise his mistake it will be late and a big mishap will happen then this guy will understand

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Teunoin

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Wanna spill it?

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bump^3

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Yeah kinda okayish

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Teunoin

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Glad to see you are doing okay :))

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miserable as usual. doing okay with my valorant career but everything just feels so meaningless and numb

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Jayde

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U got it girl

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Teunoin

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Sad to hear that, wanna talk about it or just be distracted :)?

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nothing really to talk about im just so fucked up mentally

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Teunoin

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Iknow, you told me last week. Has the music been helping distract you are have the feelings gotten worse?

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everything only ever gets worse

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Teunoin

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Oh how come? And is there anything you feel that could change the way you feel for the better

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I_LOVE_LESS

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bpd depression anxiety autism insomnia adhd, always miserable never have energy cant sleep properly nonverbal terrified of people and cant focus the 1/100 days i actually have energy

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Teunoin

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Oh wow you really got the fun package :((

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I_LOVE_LESS

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yep all of them perfectly compliment eachother at making my life a living hell. but hey at least im hot

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Teunoin

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I wouldnt know if you were. But if you say so i trust you bro. <3

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Teunoin

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Btw I have a question, BC ive noticed when im like busy with school i feel it way more then when I’m hanging with friends BC of distraction, so like what do you do all day? Like do you have job or something?

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Lordsalih

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my physics just fucked my avg grade, but im alr, cuz comp sci is holding it all

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idk why but i have no motivation for doing my college assignments/schoolwork and seem to just get sidetracked by every other thing possible. im so far behind on my classes now that im probably going to fail all the courses im taking atm. just sucks cuz i keep trying to lock in for them but mentally i just cannot

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It is quite lonely without friends not the online ones kinda hate being a adult but that’s how life works so can’t complain much

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kimpiepaarntie

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Teunoin

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ONG BRO

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DSBY

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it does stuff with my insides

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Bro kimpiepaarntie is the best meme ever

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iines

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we got this everyone, keep pushing through.. <3

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rookister

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tired, numb, unhealthy, hopeless but keep staying delulu that everything will work out eventually.