not gonna lie, this past month has been brutal trying to put together a roster
spent weeks talking to one team, everything seemed perfect, contracts ready... then they decided they wanted to stay orgless. can't even be mad, I get it, but damn that hurt
then found another squad, insane talent, but their salary expectations were like 3x what we could afford. back to square one
honestly started questioning if this whole thing was even worth it. you spend weeks building relationships, getting hopes up, then it all falls through for reasons completely out of your control
but something kept me going. maybe it's just stubborn at this point lol
finally got something locked in with an Invite team. won't say much more (learned my lesson about oversharing here) but feels different this time. these guys actually want to build something together
to anyone else trying to build in this scene - it's rough out here. takes way more patience than you'd think. but when it clicks, it clicks
anyway, feeling hopeful for the first time in weeks. sometimes you just gotta trust the process even when it feels like everything's working against you