am i weird? | VLR.gg

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Finchd

does anyone else feel empty when there are no vct matches going on, its not even like i watch them, i just like knowing that there are matches going on and i can tune in whenever i want, typing that out feels mad weird too

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Uribaba

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Find a hobby ig

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Divine_Thunder

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u are not weird, u are just unemployed or u dont have any hobbies or activities

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Finchd

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it's not about being unemployed(i am a student), its something more psychological, i have got hobbies but its just something about there not being any val matches going on that rubs me the wrong way, i dont even watch most regional matches its just that knowing while i do something else there are valorant matches going on that sooth my soul

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Uribaba

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Yeah that's pretty weird

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Congo1

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The feeling that theres not nothing going on? Sure, i get that. Its boring when nothing eventful is happening.

A feeling of emptiness however is not great. Probably a sign of lack of true fullfillment in your life. The vct games serve as a distraction from that void i suppose. So you notice that always existing void when youre not distracted even though its always there.

...Or as i said you may just be bored. Idk. Answer that for yourself.

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Finchd

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its not watching vct that i find fulfilling, its me knowing that somewhere out in the world theres a vct match going on, the fact that even if i dont think about the the world keeps spinning, i find fulfillment in that and vct match is just the projection of that, (why do people think i am addicted to VCT 🥲 i only mostly watch the internationals)

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unemployed

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iplayval

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Yes it’s the same feeling as finishing a good show and having nothing to do after. Find streamers to watch in the meantime

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Finchd

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its not about watching valorant its just knowing that somewhere out in the world theres a valorant match going on that calms me

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iplayval

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I think i know what you mean I hated having insomnia in middle school because i felt like the last person awake in the world. Do you think its like a lonely feeling or what? I still think watching streamers would help

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Finchd

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i think you might be right

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U like vct a lot

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Finchd

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i dont think its vct, even if it was rocket league i think i would have felt the same, its something deeper, ongoing matches are like a reminder to me that even if i dont think about it, the world keeps going, the earth keeps spinning and knowing that helps me sleep at night

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KiwiJuice

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play valorant, fill that empty void with rage and frustration. works for me

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Finchd

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i would prefer cutting off my fingers before i play valorant ranked in the state its in right now

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KiwiJuice

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The game is good, the people playing it are ruining it.

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Finchd

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yep mostly afks, no coms and duos that throw at the slightest insults

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No twin we all feel like this

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i feel the same actually, oddly enough. As others have said, its likely due to a lack of activity or fulfillment in our lives currently.

My social life is pretty much non-existent outside of work. So when theres no option of just randomly tuning into a watchparty and laughing my ass off with chat ragebaiting everyone, it feels empty