BUT GOLD ON MY Main, IM GONNA MALD RN
the two are the same rank with different colors
same with diamond ascendant
all relative to your starting point
you don't judge your own improvement based on what other people think of ur rank
my opinion its, if you play on your main with fear and nerves because you want to rank higher, and then you play like you dont give a fuck on your alt it has a lot of difference, when you play without nerves you aim better and make risky good plays that you dont fail because of anxiety or any other stupid reason so you have to risk more since rankeds are atleast 25% - 75% chaos and random dumb plays that somehow end well.
Honestly you're fine I was hardstuck gold for all of ep 3 now im immortal you will climb fr trust
It's only smurfing if I purposely try to get lower rank people but I'm gold/plat so I don't think I would be able to technically smurf