I am physically unable to change it, the day I change it is the day I die
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| Registered: | April 3, 2021 |
| Last post: | August 19, 2025 at 8:54 AM |
| Posts: | 4363 |
I am physically unable to change it, the day I change it is the day I die
Where is grimoire
You are right in basketball terms too
LOL JAAAHHFHAAHAHAHAH good one man!!!!!! Got my attention
hopefully we win
He was the only 1 with a negative fk to fd ratio, and went negative on chamber. Seems pretty bad to me
He lost and played poorly map 1 tho
SQ 2-1
Yeah mocking is washed
Lmao
DRX fix = give roster more time
they are all young, once they grow the mental fortitude to not choke at tournaments they will be almost unstoppable
SQ 2-0
ggez
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SQ 2-0
tactical throw to face lennytime in 1st round
yoru :skull:
2-0 SQ
SQ 2-1
braindead
bob diff
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I was by no means a perfect student but now I have no higher education, at best I have 2 years of failed university. As soon as I signed up to the valorant beta on twitch, I had no idea what i was getting into. Quarantine was time to kill, 4 months before my first year at university started, I thought to myself, “ it’s only a few months, I can just try this new FPS game out, and be done with it. “ oh how I was so wrong. I blamed almost 7 hours a day, back then, I had no track of time, time was precious, but to me, it was like a few pennies down the drain. I was desperate to finish the beta battle pass, to get the sought after beta gun buddy. Who the fuck cares about a ingame souvenir right? But not me. I was dedicated. I got it. And it was possibly the worst decision I had ever made. The beta ended, time to chill? No. The hype consumed me, I was eager to play on the first release of valorant, some would say I was addicted. Video games at that point had taken over my life. At the time, I didn’t know how bad it was, how difficult it would be to detach myself, since I would binge the fuck out of casual games of csgo when I was in high school. You could blame quarantine and self isolation, but here, no one else is to blame but me. Anyway, I continued down the spiral, down the rabbit hole, consooming hiko/TenZ streams, consooming sova lineups from dafran and sinatraa. Consooming everything about valorant. I eat slept and breathed this disgusting plague. My parents didn’t care. We weren’t close at the time, they just left me to my instruments, since I was doing the same things I was doing back in HS (not America). The date of my online classes starting grew closer and closer. I was cruisin’. Not a care in the world, I was still engrossed valorant, I thought I could go pro or something, I was a fucking plat scrub(now imm2 but who cares tho(apparently me)). The day of my online classes came, my sleep schedule fucked, I was still watching TenZfrom the previous day (since he streams till late (5am )in my time zone). Still, I had no idea how much this quarantine bullshit had affected me, truly. I mean I was a fucking nerd, an introvert who stayed at home playing video games all day since long before. I had no idea the toll it had taken on me. In my zoom video class, they asked me to speak, to introduce myself, a hoarse weak rasp came out, I mean I didn’t talk to anyone what the fuck did I expect (no commer btw). At that moment, I felt an impending sense of doom right there. Right then I realised what had happened. The series of events, they just flew past me, I felt nauseous, like I was physically spiralling down into a drain. I held my head in my arms, I thought to myself, do I have some fucking social anxiety LET ME FUCKING SPEAK PROPERLY. from that moment onwards, I didn’t attend a single class from September till june, I stayed in my room, my parents had no care in the world, I fucking lied to them about everything. About the tests, the exams . Everything. Yet they were still paying college. The guilt. I mean, they’re my caregivers, and I simply had no care in the world yet I still felt guilt.I don’t know why did that. Why couldn’t I just tell them from day one? Ehy didn’t I reach out? Why didn’t I ask for mental help. No idea. I had no idea the damage that I had created for myself. It could all have been avoided so simply. Still to this day I haven’t told them. I just said I ‘failed’ they don’t know I didn’t attend a single class, a single lecture, a single assignment. Nothing. Just fucking playing vslorant all day till 3 am. Still didn’t reach out for help btw because I’m chill like that 😎. The only reason I’m typing this, is because I want to be free of the guilt, the guilt of not tell anyone. That is the main reason. So it’s out there. So someone can see what it’s like to be the dumbest human on the planet.
Iyen, Crunchy, help me with life :(
oh no
T1 lost a map in qualifiers already, T1 2-1
yeah but they are a pennsylvania organization, they arent based on oce so it wouldnt make sense for them to have a slot
darkzero arent even an OCE org
I know it's just for jokes but it would be funny if you guys signed up for a vcs tourney 😂
the death of korea val has been grossly exaggerated
ONS 2-1
Rawkus is an awful coach, honestly employ half of vlr and they win that game off of team comp alone, gg really
Liberty is shit why do you like them so much
It could work, since heat is also good on chamber, but mwzera hasn't played Jett since when he is on gamelanders, and I think heat jett>= mwzera Jett
Why do keep picking breeze if they do not know what they are doing???
Also, they should put Mwzera on chamber and Murizz on kayo or skye, murizz underperformed on chamber almost every important game, and Mwzera is awful at anything not named raze and sova.
Congrats to vk, but they need to sort breeze out if they want to qualify to champions
Better than g2
you need to tell them not to have mwzera on skye
crazy how both rosters would beat dwg LOL
what a joke that these 2 face eachother so quickly.
welp, NIP shouldnt have lost vs 9z :(
🥶floptic
Braindead logic
Because Kru is good, have to support
Most people like supporting underdogs anyway 👍🏽
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