ima be honest. u can be shamefull but the fact that u regret is good it 'll make u learn. 2 nd u gotta chyange how u see women cause from what i seem to understand u only tiped bcs its a female and thats stupid ( u can't buy someone ). work on urself. if its not too hard could you descripe your social situation like are u student working jobless . and do you have social contact ?