i feel like i just died

i'm in school, work at night and have a woman to tend to. i literally have no idea what to do right now as i've been sleep deprived (only abt 3-5hrs of sleep per night) and all my hard work literally just got thrown down the gutter in a span of 3 hours. i feel so exhausted and i feel like this girl who inspired me to achieve more academically just made me lose all hope and now i think i just gave up on becoming a doctor. there's no way that i can fix this on my own yet she won't cooperate with me cause apparently she's tired of me being too busy. idek what im saying anymore cause my brain can't function properly no more. i just want to go pro in valorant atp.

tldr; dont wanna be doctor no more, wanna be val pro

if u can find time to sleep do it

ur brain is legit running on fumes, ur brain will be too tired to think

work in the weekends man I'm sure you can change that with your boss. wym by ur hard work going down the gutter?