I think your hatred for sen fans has been deeply ingrained inside of you. I think this might be trauma or some sort of ptsd. Possibly, I think this might have been because of how SEN has two trophies, and as the hater you are, you do not like that. On top of that, they have been consistently winning against PRX which might be the other stimulus. I suggest a therapist, you may google to find one close by. Remember, when in need of help, please talk to someone like your family members or a friend.
Good recovery
Simply,
-swvyboi1
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