Feeling bored playing + watching Valorant

The more I played, the more I watched VCT events, the more bored I felt. It feels like however grinding I am for this game, I can't really understand. Like, I'm an initiator main, but it felt like so hard to really have an impact, whereas duelists can just go br br and kill. However, if it's my turn to play duelist, my brain doesn't function well anymore like when I play initiators/sentinels.
However, when playing League as midlaner and botlaner, despite losing, I just enjoy the game and grind without frustration.

I don't know if I had something wrong with Valorant or did I have a wrong mindset about this game?

play smokes and play aggresive, more fun

Just try playing for fun and don't take it too seriously to prevent malding or feeling bad. It literally doesn't matter what you do and how you play below immortal 3 cuz no one below that has any idea on how to play the game and just say nonsense and random shit thinking they know and understand how the game works. Focus on your own game and play style rather than thinking about what others say and do cuz trust me like I said they haven't got a clue about what they're talking about.

You are burning yourself out. You take the game too seriously so loss comes more critically. Take a break and just watch the games

just play phoenix and run it down