You never showed up and now after looking at the newspapers I understand why I dont imagine you will receive this letter but I nonetheless must send it. Arthur, oh, Arthur I was just starting to dream the silliest and softest of dreams I miss you, and I will always miss you but I cannot live like that and it seems you cannot live any other way
When Im with you the world makes sense; but when we are apart, I see clearly that your world is not a world from which one can escape. Im so sorry, for everything, for everything long ago and for starting up that business again. There's a good man within you Arthur but he is wrestling with a giant And the giant wins time and again You've broken my heart again and I fear I have broken yours
For that, I will never forgive myself but you must let me go now. I enclose a ring you gave me many years ago, when we were both young, not because I dont like it but because I care for it far too much and it reminds me too much of you I hope one day you will find some people in love who can use this for it kept me thinking of you all these years, and I hope by returning it to you I can finally be free





