dude, even pros do sh*tty decisions and HUGE mistakes ahahahah (in championships as well...)
don't be afraid about it, this things happen to everyone... the most enjoyable streamers to watch are the ones that are really good gaming but when diffs or make bad decisions they laugh about themselves and making memes about it and after that, continue playing normally
If you start streaming, pls DM me cause i'll be the first one to watch you when you're online! 😉😉