I am riot emea production lead

I've come to accept that I'm the clown, I'm there to make others laugh, to ask how your day is going, but nobody will ask how mine is. I'm strangely okay with this. If i can make someone else feel better, it makes me feel better. I don't want anyone to feel the way i do. I wouldn't wish this apon my worst enemy, the empty feeling. The fact that at the end of the day. I don't have someone to lay my head next to. I've had a rough life, I've watched to many people leave, change, move on from me. It hurts to have gone through so much betrayal. But that's how i know how to cheer them up. I can't cry. i can't show any faultering or weakness because the second i show how i feel, i no longer become the clown, i become just another person.

Hello, I am a representative of Kruger Cowne, a Comedian Booking Agency based in the UK.
By any chance, are you interested in a job in the comedy area? We believe you would be a great voice for all upcoming comedians with the kind of jokes you make.

I've come to accept that I'm the clown, I'm there to make others laugh, to ask how your day is going, but nobody will ask how mine is. I'm strangely okay with this. If i can make someone else feel better, it makes me feel better. I don't want anyone to feel the way i do. I wouldn't wish this apon my worst enemy, the empty feeling. The fact that at the end of the day. I don't have someone to lay my head next to. I've had a rough life, I've watched to many people leave, change, move on from me. It hurts to have gone through so much betrayal. But that's how i know how to cheer them up. I can't cry. i can't show any faultering or weakness because the second i show how i feel, i no longer become the clown, i become just another person.