Hi, so just for context Valorant is my first ever video game that requires mouse and keyboard. Before September of 2024, I've never played any video game let alone an FPS. My rank right now is Bronze 3 and I've been stuck b3 for all of 2025 basically, its been impossible to get out of no matter how hard I try. I used to have a duo to constantly queue with but they've ranked up to Gold now and I'm unable to queue with them anymore. Solo queue in Bronze is actually impossible, especially in EU ranked. Most of the time there are no comms, or players that don't even put down util. I usually main controller, and I've been told that KD is essential to ranking up and controller is not the best role to boost KD, but I'm just stuck in a position where if I don't play smokes, either no one plays smokes or they don't know how to smoke properly! What's more frustrating is that even when I do play smokes, its difficult to coordinate when people are no comms.
Another problem is that because this is my first fps, people try to tell me a lot how to play/what I'm doing wrong. As helpful as this is, it often comes off like I can't do anything right! I get told "you've smoked too early, we're not even on site yet" and "you've smoked too late you should be smoking before we're on site", all in the same game! Its become incredibly frustrating, and also de-motivating at the same time.
I set a goal to hit Gold this year and now that its April it feels more and more hopeless that I'll achieve this. I don't have great aim, its decent and I'm trying to work on that, I've also been told my peeking needs work, and I am trying to work on that, but it all feels really hopeless. I used to be able to queue ranked over and over and over but now I just stop playing for the day if I lose one.
I've also tried CS as a desperate attempt to try another fps that I might enjoy, but CS just wasn't fun for me at all and I enjoy the util element of Valorant anyway.
I know tips and tricks to improve, I'm just feeling depressed about all of this, and being bad at Valorant just feels like another thing in my life that I'm not any good at.
Can anyone offer their experiences? Anyone who's felt and experienced the same and managed to get out? Thank you!